I'd love to know why I seem to end up being an agony aunt, when really I do see my self as sympathetic in any way.
Had to top up my phone to talk to E last night, after using up all the free ones you get on the 02.co.uk website. I'm not going to go into detail about what's wrong with her, because its ok for me to talk shit on the net but not about her and her problems, except to say I would not wish what has happened to her on my worst enemy.
Kinda gutted about topping up as I dont really have the money for it but it had to be done and about 15 mins ago I was getting hassled from some jerk ringing my mob and being a general dick, i have a phone phobia as it is and that does nothing to help me get over it.
Now MH has text, her specialist has told her he can't operate and she claims her life is over. Yeah i can see how it would affect her, but if we were realistic she can't do all those things already so its just learning to accept that it wont ever happen. I dont know if this means she will end up in a wheelchair or what. I asked her why the specialist will not operate but have had no reply.
I am sympathetic to all these people and their problems but sometimes it seems like they all come to me and I am alone with my problems, I know a lot of that to do is due to the way my head works. But I dont have an inexhaustable supply of sympathy and sometimes I just wish they'd leave me alone, but I do like to help, even if the only help i do is listening.
Its just exhausting and frankly I have enough on my plate without taking on all their problems as well.
OHHH Micheal Owen is definately off to Real for £8m. I think a teasing text to LF is deserved even if I dont have enough Credit really to do it..
Less that 26 hours till Charlton kick off the new season and only a few hours till my B'day *sigh*