What a week!! FWB and I have been headfucking each other all week.

He's moaning cos his GF was away for 2 weeks and he needed sex and wound me up and up over coming over. I wanted to go, but I couldnt do it. So we headfucked each other. He wanted me to say I was coming over. I refused unless he came out and said it, told him to go cheat on her if he needed it that badly but if he did care about her to wait! I mean two weeks isnt long really!
I wound him up about how much I also needed it but wasnt going to do it. He reckoned a BJ would be ok (how?!?!)
Nothing happened but I bet she wouldn't be happy if she saw the texts!

I'm so tired of this going around in circles thing. I was trying to think of ways to get him out of my life going home from flyball today and literally all I can do apart from quitting (not an option) is to try and distance myself as much as possible but yet be civil as after all we are sharing the camper for the champs again!

In fact because I am actually 15 years old not 35, I may have led him to believe I was going to Wembley to fuck someone. Indeed N from Uni randomly text me and wanted to know if I was free to hang out. However this was at 9pm and it's over an hour to drive! Didnt go but didnt stop me from pretending that I did and now I've got this whole bloody scenario going on where he's staying here for 6 weeks and I'm pretending we're seeing each other!! And he's been funny about it so trying to keep distance is good to stop me building an even bigger web of ridiculous lies.

And to add to the drama! There is a married man who is one of the group I walk with in evenings. I'm never quite sure if he is after something or just socially awkward. He reminds me a bit of The Hunter from uni (was that his nickname? I cant remember and cant be bothered to check!) Anyway. He monopolises my company when we walk, has a couple of times said if he was single he'd make a play and has invited me for drinks a few times all of which I reject.
I learnt a few weeks back from him that he was getting a divorce. Yesterday I was walking in the park with him and Old Boss and happened to mention I was going to thr 7pm showing of Spiderman. Well guess who rocks up with his kid? Co-incidence? Am I reading too much into things?
He also asked how he could get his dog into flyball. I do not want this to happen!

I entered dog into an agility show weekend before champs, so that would be a nice distraction for us both! Not expecting anything other than a day out and a learning curve for us!

Work continues to go well, they love me (for now) although the commute is still a bastard when I need to get home for the animals.

Mum is fretting about TMWMITW after his drowning incident and that's exhausting too!!

Spent quite a bit of this weekend cat-napping! Have tackled horrid overgrown garden that I just haven't had time to deal with as I have been out every weekend since Easter at flyball.

A long day at flyball last week meant I didnt have a chance to blog.I looked after FWB's dogs for the week, luckily his flyball dog was running on same day as mine.
They're good dogs but mine found it hard to adjust to them being there for the week. I had another one this weekend down Reading way, luckily only three divs but still a long old day!

Work is still going ok for now, got messed about twice going home which is so annoying!!

Didn't do too much today. Saw Lovely Friday which was nice albeit brief, but the flyball champs this year are up near him so hopefully will see him a bit then.

I filled two bins with brambles and stuff but it still doesnt look like any difference in the garden lol! I've done so many comps since August, I've just had no time to do even the little I do manage to do!

I realised that the rats that came into the garden since having the hen have been catching and eating my aviary birds, so the job next weekend is to get some traps and poison down for the fuckers.