Why the hell am I putting myself through this stress?
I have 2 weeks, more or less and its already so bad, I have a knot in my stomach and it's going to get worse as the days get nearer.
I should be used to this by now, but I can't hack it.
I'm making silly nervous mistakes, ones that I normally laugh at making.
I just can't do it, the nerves and self-doubt are back and its hard not to listen to them, it's already been proved many times over that I just can't do it.
And where the flying fuck is my theory certificate and who do I ask for a new one?!