Busy week. The mothership had a row with TMWMITW and came home in a huff for a week. Course she found out about The Beat being gone and then about new dog and that caused drama all week.
Went out last night for lolly memorial drinks which was nice.
I need to vent about FWB. Why does it hurt that he and mutual friends talk about his GF? Why do I feel like I was dumped rather than dealing with it in a grown up way and moving on as after all. I knew the deal all along.
Why do I miss the constant contact. I dont want to go back to being lonely but I dont know how to change it.
Sunday, September 22, 2019
Sunday, September 01, 2019
Been naughty. So much to update on.
Dog and I did agility comp. Very pleased as we got a 2nd in beginner jumping and 3rd in beginner agility.
We did champs and it was lots of fun! Met H2 and Lovely which was nice. Dog missed out on 2nd by 0.4 of a second! What is that really?!
FWB very platonic as expected. Did kinda wonder if something would kick off when we went to the party but all that happened was that he went to sleep with another girl (possibly 2!) But all got weird apparently and he bailed.
I've met her a couple of times now and I feel so awkward about it. Had to pretend someone else was also sharing the camper.
He reckons I'm being overly sensitive and dramatic over nothing. No way José!
Really trying to push back from it all but he's still messaging me a bit, drunk calling. Texting to show off his new car. Actually it was a year yesterday since I went to the motherships wedding and came back and drove straight to his and then everything re-kicked off.
I have another dog. A border collie who is 6 months old, amazingly poorly socialised and at the moment seemingly destructive and not toilet trained. All good calls there Charbs.
Really pleased with how the socialising is going. Not the rest of it though. Crating at night. Blocking off the top of the house so she can only shit in one place.
The Boy moved out?! Seriously?! I cant believe it. He is now in leamington spa! It's some apprenticeship thing. I really am not sure it'll work out but we'll have to see!
Would say that it means theres less mess but the new dog is making up for that!!
Dog and I did agility comp. Very pleased as we got a 2nd in beginner jumping and 3rd in beginner agility.
We did champs and it was lots of fun! Met H2 and Lovely which was nice. Dog missed out on 2nd by 0.4 of a second! What is that really?!
FWB very platonic as expected. Did kinda wonder if something would kick off when we went to the party but all that happened was that he went to sleep with another girl (possibly 2!) But all got weird apparently and he bailed.
I've met her a couple of times now and I feel so awkward about it. Had to pretend someone else was also sharing the camper.
He reckons I'm being overly sensitive and dramatic over nothing. No way José!
Really trying to push back from it all but he's still messaging me a bit, drunk calling. Texting to show off his new car. Actually it was a year yesterday since I went to the motherships wedding and came back and drove straight to his and then everything re-kicked off.
I have another dog. A border collie who is 6 months old, amazingly poorly socialised and at the moment seemingly destructive and not toilet trained. All good calls there Charbs.
Really pleased with how the socialising is going. Not the rest of it though. Crating at night. Blocking off the top of the house so she can only shit in one place.
The Boy moved out?! Seriously?! I cant believe it. He is now in leamington spa! It's some apprenticeship thing. I really am not sure it'll work out but we'll have to see!
Would say that it means theres less mess but the new dog is making up for that!!
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