So Christmas has come and gone. The Anniversary has come and gone - 20 years!!!

I in a ADHD frenzy decided to cut up all my credit cards in an attempt to try and help pay them off before realising that I need to use them to get through the month as we're in the spiral of only being able to pay minimum payment and then use what's left after the interest has gone to pay for you know, such extravagant things as going to work, or eating.

Mother is still here, its definitely over between them but yet they're going to the States for 2 weeks next week? 

I might be getting made redundant. This obviously ties into my earlier paragraph about not being able to get through the month and knowing I'm going in May or June have an operation that means I'll potentially be bed ridden for a month unable to interview.

BUT at the moment I'm filled with false confidence. I mean I walked into my last two jobs being the first interviews I had and I could get a reasonably decent payout after 6 years. Enough for me to pay off some credit cards should I walk into that next job....

We'll ignore the fact its absolutely shit out there jobwise!